more about me.
i was always the lazy smart kid, sitting back, taking in the world. understanding how it all connected. getting the highest grades without doing much. winning every game.
so i studied mathematics, because it was easy. and then i became an investor, because it was presented to me and i enjoyed the game.
i became aware of what i always knew, that the rational mind is but a window dresser. my insight came from somewhere else, the big picture view that came naturally to me.
given freedom i was a great investor, successfully running hedge funds and running the investment strategy of large institutions.
but the more i needed to do to run my company, work in a rational world of rules, the more i drifted, the more my open energy got clogged up by the system, causing all sorts of bodily symptoms. i became uber sensitive to my surroundings. or maybe i always was.
my passion for the earth got me into side projects, pioneering in sustainable transport, giving away revenue to plant trees, ways to find meaning, but i was getting drained. life said no.
i was hit my a scooter and all i felt was gratitude for what had to happen. Eric Dowsett came on my path with a story that resonated with me immediately. i remembered. there was nothing to do but watch and feel as the past disappeared and life unfolded.
the language of light started to pass through me. old traditions being felt. my connection with the land became apparent.
i started teaching. i founded a charity for spiritual rewilding, to allow the earth to help us all remember.
i let the past flow away. deeper and deeper layers of perceived necessity that had overtaken my life and were but a story. i chose to no longer give energy to them.
i started painting, intuitively.
and then all of a sudden my passion for music came to the fore. lyrics came through me. music came through me and i found my voice.
now i offer coaching and teaching in my studio in Amsterdam whilst writing and performing my music and art.
